How do I end the dissociation? I wanna feel like I'm part of the world again. I had a seizure recently and ever since then I feel like I've put one foot into death, and I don't think I've ever had so much desire to live before
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>>3032
DXM only gave me a good experience the first time I took it. Every time after that was horrible. Didn't matter if the dose was lower or higher. The second time I did DXM I thought it wasn't working. So I got in my car to drive 45 minutes away to my friend's house. About halfway there I realized it was a horrible idea because I felt like I was sitting in the passenger seat. I made it somehow. Robo-walked into my friend's house. Smoked some pot. Got freaked out about the police catching me. Proceeded to get back in my car to flee and go back home. Made it back somehow.

DXM is a really taxing and horrible drug. Even in pure form. I understand the allure because the first time was amazing. But you'll never get it back. You're looking at K or nothing now. Since all the other dissos in common use are pretty shitty too. Nothing comes close to those magical MXE days…

I do not advise smoking DMT. It's overrated. You won't remember much anyway. Imagine talking to a demon pretending to be an elf. That's basically what DMT is. It's true you'll feel better afterwards. The first time. But eventually it bites everyone. You're lucky if you aren't flopping around like a fish for the 5-10 minutes you're out of it. Seen a lot of people injure themself on it over the years. Sub-breakthrough doses are a little more tolerable. But it's still a crap shoot.

Most all of these drugs are overrated. You have a bunch of idiots all pretending like they changed their lives for the better. But anyone burned out enough to have their life changed is obviously someone not worth walking in the footsteps of. Most of them aren't good people either. They all talk a big game but they're some of the most selfish self centered people on Earth.

You can always put your DMT away and vape some once you've recovered. The only good thing about it is you're down in 15 minutes and can go about your day normally afterwards.

Most of the drugs I like aren't even available anymore. MXE is gone for good because someone high up in the Government/Pharma companies got it taken off the market. All the good opioids are now unobtainable (no more Oxymorphone ;/). Even the shitty opioids cost an arm and a leg. No 'ludes. No 4-aco-DMT. No AMT. No 2C-B. No real MDA (I prefer it to MDMA). It goes on and on. The only things widely available now are shitty fent. analogs and 1,Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

 

>>3040
Please excuse the "crazy talk". I just think it's important to point out who's supplying this stuff and why. Drugs are so prevalent in western society because they're being imported en mass by the same Government that's supposed to be having a war against them. Make no mistake about it. Unless you extracted or synthed the drug yourself there is a greater than 90% chance it came directly from the Government or passed through its hands before find its way to you. They have a nice little scam set-up; They sell you drugs to mess with your mind. Then they turn around a sell you another drug to "fix" it. Or they get paid to keep you locked in a cage. Most of the time both.

People have been getting high for as long as there have been people. The difference is before the turn of last century people knew how to get high out of their own gardens or the local woods. There wasn't a snakeoil salesman running ads 24/7 on TV and pretending to be a doctor. Most people didn't even require a doctor in the old days because everyone's Grandmother was qualified to be one.

The majority of the drugs were/are designed to treat "mental disorders". Which are the result of the psychiatric industry. Which was considered bunk science and the laughing stock of higher education until about the 1920s. It only became relevant due to the advertising industry and later the Government's desire to thought control their populations. So you should be very skeptical of it and anything it's offering.

They sell you stuff like LSD so they can sell you monthly xanax prescriptions later. They give you percocet for a tooth ache because they know once they've got you for a month they've got you for life. It's a really dirty industry. At least the local bar isn't pretending the beer it's selling is fixing a "disorder". They're upfront about the fact that it's probably bad for you and its purpose is to get you drunk.

I am sad to see so many otherwise well educated people fooled by the idea that these drugs are improving their lives and work. I know so many people that take LSD or Shrooms daily. They're part of the micro-dosing fad. They claim it helps them focus. But then you see them at their desk and they're talking to a rubber duck and can't figure out why it's taking so long to write some boiler plate code. Ironically, the thing they're taking in an attempt to get inspiPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 

>>3041
>But then you see them at their desk and they're talking to a rubber duck and can't figure out why it's taking so long to write some boiler plate code.
lol
I've never fooled myself into thinking psychadelics can help you, other than for maybe self reflection and inspiration for cool ass songs and art, but I've always had the view that everything you see is still just the effect of the drug, and people will act like its a massive hot take and try to defend it like a religion
its not that I don't see where they're coming from at least, my first experience on shrooms was ego death, I was hearing the elves talking in a way that sounded like high pitched water droplets and feeling like I was swimming through space. by far the most incredible thing I've ever experienced, but I know its irresponsible to try and find higher significance in it, playing god like that all the time will only lead to a traumatic experience

 

>>3042
hmm. it seems like a psychedelic plus caffeine could be an interesting combo… for increasing creativity and focus, i mean.



 

How often do you see a dentist?
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>>3007

Chewing gum increases salivation which helps clean your teeth naturally.

 

>>5

I never see a dentist thanks to pic related.

 

>>3008
Still not a replacement and it all depends on the gum you use. Most gums are not good for your teeth.

 


 




 

Is this board really nice?
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theres kindness out there just not much of it on /kind/

 

>>2952
I've been posting on /kind/ since 2015. I've met people from the board in real life and made a lot of friends through /kind/. It's in a diminished state after being nuked so many times, but I still think the majority of people here are kind. I wish this discussion could have been more specific. What is kindness to you? To me, you are kind when you are considerate, friendly, and generous towards others. The /tech/ thread where people are learning together, and teaching others stands out to me as a particularly good example of kindness on /kind/.

 

>>2953
The idea of friendliness might be to vague. Instead I would replace "friendly" with helpful since I believe helping one another is the substance of friendship.

 

>>2953
/kind/'s done good since it's moved to wapchan, especially being part of a site that shares the same core values instead of being an island of decency like we were on 8chan.

 

>>2955
To me /kind/ is evidence of the average 8chan user's excellence. Without my brothers from 8chan my world would be far more lonely and dark.



 

This is the second time it’s happened and it’s killing my mood. They’re mad at the fact that I am just trusting the process on whether I get hired at this job I applied to. They told me to go apply for other jobs but the thing is I already did and I technically have two more interviews this month. I do not control the hiring managers’ decisions nor do I control the applicants who applied for the same jobs. Maybe there are people better suited to the jobs, how am I supposed to know? I’m sorry that I am carefree and understand I ultimately don’t control situations. These people are such a buzzkill, man.
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>>2830
huh… it sounds like you're a type B kind of person, which means you're relaxed. maybe they're mad at you because they have type A personalities? hmm…
>>2831
i guess it depends on the circumstances. like your luck that day, or if you're the most skilled, or if you have connections, and etc…

 

>>2831
Yeah but that’s because I apply for graveyard shifts
> Are you screwed if all three reject you?
Nah, I can always apply to a minimum wage job. The jobs I’m applying to are paying 2d minimum wage.
>>2832
The person just got mad at me and berated me started calling me a bum for no reason. They told me I was killing their high. It’s just weird overall. My Ex roommate told me I was going to regret moving in with these people and tbh I am.

 

>>2834
graveyard shifts suck, except maybe if you're a security guard… sounds like it's time to find better roomies?

 

>>2835
It doesn’t really suck if you get along with your coworkers imo
But yeah it is what it is . Thanks for helping me out

 

People cannot be understood. Their behavior is a mystery. Don't ponder too deeply on what you have no hope of understanding.



 

It might suprise ya all, but we are approaching november pretty quickly.

So I thought, some /kind/ new years eve party could be fun. Would be fun.

By pure coincidence I also got my first DJ controller recently ((੭˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)੭₊˚❀༉‧₊˚) and I'm learning quickly how to mix music. Wouldn't it be nice to play a liveset at the hypothetical new years eve party? That way I stay motivated to train on the deck and I could give something unique to /kind/.

Tell me what ya think and also if ya got more ideas for an new years eve party.
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>>2688
Yes, I want to beat up my /kind/ friends.

 

>>2690
Why are her feet bigger than her boobs?

 

>>2690
I'm VGH RETVRNing interally at this

 

>>2672
Thanks friend

 

>>2688
>>2690
is it like smash bros? i only know how to play smash…



 

Have you had any paranormal experiences /kind/? Ghosts, cryptids, UFOs, an invisible hand touching your shoulder or just anything out of the ordinary?

yeah I shamelessly stole this thread so what
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>>2651
i'm pretty sure UFOs exist...

 

We are all more or less afflicted by satan. OP no less.

 

I was possessed by a demon

 

>>2705
OP is Satan.
>>2706
What was that like? Did the demon make you do anything interesting?

 

>>2706
>>2708
how does >>2706 know they were possessed by a demon? you can be possessed by ghosts too…



 

I had to break up with my BF today and it hurts a lot, even though it's been a very short time since we started dating. He said he was hurt by me saying I wanted to go back to being friends and that also upset me, even though I think I made the correct decision. How can I cheer myself up and stay smiling?
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>>1871
Ive never had a romantic partner in the formal sense. It has always been LDR's with friends.

 

>>1856
>your BF got close really fast
It was uncomfortable for the start really but I liked him a lot so I decided that I was just being too exacting with my requirements
>>1869
>Did you try to talk things over with him asking why he is trying to control your finances and did you explain how you didn't like that?
I did, he took it as an insult. It did not go well.
>>1875
>>1872
>>1871
This is a LDR situation yes, I dont really have any IRLs. When it comes to IRLs, I've always been very harshly bullied, and communicating via text is much easier for me.

 

>>1873
Someone should be kind to me like that.

 

>>1842
>>1880
It sounds like a classic example of love bombing, he might be NPD or BPD.
Either way, things are bound to go badly regardless of what you do, these people are difficult because they don't know how to interact with others normally. Be ready to put down various threats against you or himself.
>>1873
wuaaah i want to meet up with somebody
I've tried to hookup with a few different people on 4chan but it never went anywhere
I have BPD myself, but i swear i can be a decent partner
We could get under the blankets, cuddle, and melt into eachothers' arms falling asleep

 

>>1880
>When it comes to IRLs, I've always been very harshly bullied
you shouldn't let them bully you! set some boundaries so you can stop this from happening in the future!
>>1892
lots of people meet up on tinder and have sex!



 

Is your workstation /kind/ to your body?
I've been trying to get serious about good ergonomics, but there's so much information and so many products out there that it's difficult to know what to spend money on and what to do in general. Does /kind/ have an ergonomic set-up? Are there are any ergonomic products you like (or dislike)? Not just for computers, but even things like book stands and ergonomic pens. Are there any stretches you like? Do you do any other activities to help prevent/reduce pain, like grip training?
A lot of people swear by trackballs and mechanical keyboards. Have you ever tried these? Did they work for you?
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I've been thinking about this lately. I don't have a workstation and until now I've spend most of my time in bed but its killing my back. So I have a desk and prop the laptop up on a couple books so I'm not straining my neck. Personally, I'd say mechanical keyboards are a bit overrated. They are nice but not as great as people make them out to be. Avoid shallow chiclet keyboards.

Gaming chairs are trash. They aren't comfortable at all and hurt your back. You want a chair with a nice curve, a good head rest, and you can lean back in. Sadly, good office chairs are expensive so I'm saving up.

 

>>2473
i like laying down while in a blanket with a fan blowing air next to me. it's comfy!

 

>Are there any stretches you like?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pqWSCr0ZGfU
I like to do this at the window, using the window's ledge instead of a table like in the video. Especially while working from home and listening to some boring Zoom call.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VKr8dLfH1z8
This is also pretty good, and the first one you can do while sitting. I don't have the problem mentioned at the beginning of the video but this still feels really good, especially for my left leg which is pretty tight in this position.

 

>>2529
>Are there any stretches you like?
i'd rather dance to music! example: https://files.catbox.moe/1q9djw.webm

 

Its got a homey feel, although i'd like a better office chair with a higher backing since it ends slightly below my shoulders and i cant lean back in it
But i sit in a lot of weird positions in my chair so my choice probably wont improve much other than comfort
My desk is deep but fairly small, and i keep most of my possessions in my room, in addition to sleeping in this room
this keeps everything within arm reach even if I have my headphones on
My keyboard is also a 65% one which some say is ergonomic since you move your hands less to reach different keys, but I just think its more convenient and gives more space to put food on my desk without the keyboard getting in the way



 

ITT we eat and chat while we wait for the next kindmin to rise to the occasion.
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>>2552
>>2553
That filter was mostly there to counter the influence of /b/tards who were flooding the board at that time. I felt like they were drowning out a new culture that was still forming. I disagree with that line of thinking now, but I don't mind adding it back if it's just something people enjoy. Furthermore, I added a filter for the neighbor word, so I have an excuse to post this image.

I love my friends and neighbors.

 

>>2556
You mean that word? Test if it is. neighbor.

 

>>2556
>I don't mind adding it back if it's just something people enjoy
I guess it doesn't really matter since everyone is so well-behaved on /kind/ nowadays. Changing the gamer word to neighbor is very funny though.

 

>>2560
>suiseki
I figured I'd you know there's a 20th anniversay Rozen Maiden marathon https://cytu.be/r/desutv

 

>>2556
>>2560
friendgot should be called husband!
>>2568
umm... what's the password?



 

hi im new... how is everyone today >__<



















hi

 

Hello! I should be asleep by now. What about you, how are you today?

 

Hi. It's been a busy day, per usual.
>>2459
Yaaaaawn. . . I feel you about sleeping.
It feels like every time I listen to a new limeboiler/snowblower song, I get addicted to it, haha.

 

>>2458
Welcome new friend. I just woke up from an accidental nap. My sleep schedule is ruined.

 

>>2458
I feel really tired and exhuasted today. The stress is getting to me. I think I’ll just stay in bed today.

 

>>2458
hi... i'm sleepy...



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